January 2012
1 post
What am I doing?
I feel like everywhere I turn, everything I do, I’m in way over my head. I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m drowning. I don’t know where I’m going. I barely know where I’ve been. I’m suddenly lost and confused at a time when I thought I had it all together. I thought I was ahead of the game, beating the system. How can everything suddenly seem so...
December 2011
1 post
Just because you CAN, doesn’t mean you SHOULD.
November 2011
3 posts
Don’t hide your shortcomings; bring them out into the light. Once they’re in the open, they’re much easier to overcome.
It’s not that I’m on the wrong page… I’m just reading a different book.
I miss you grandma
August 2011
2 posts
Oh, how you mock me. All I want is to go home, yet you hide the way and call me orphan.
If you take the time to observe, you learn all the more.
July 2011
2 posts
Minister's Treehouse →
Crossville, TN
“Owner Horace Burgess said the vision for building the treehouse church came to him in a vision from God when he was “wide awake” and lasted for only four seconds.”
http://www.usatoday.com/news/religion/2007-07-29-treehouse-church_N.htm
Sunset Beach →
Sunset Beach, NC 2011
April 2011
1 post
Eat Pray Love Watch Cry Hurt
August 2010
3 posts
My Personality...and it is so me →
“Is life so wretched? Isn’t it rather your hands which are too small, your...”
– Dag Hammarskjold
praying to the internet god
Pour your soul out
Share all of your knowledge
An endless pit of everything
Free therapy
Faceless ones listen
Safe
An addiction
A crutch
A substitute
Unlikely partners
To what end?
Good or bad
Real or fake
Giving strength
The promise of hope
The power lies in the whole
Silently listening to it all
All knowing
All seeing
July 2010
3 posts
YOU are NOT the WALL
It’s killing me.
to be this close, yet so far away.
to watch you push us all away.
to know the pain.
to feel the pain.
You are so scared.
I can see it.
Behind the brick wall.
Through the brick wall.
It’s not the mask that I love.
It’s not the wall.
It’s not the elaborate graffiti.
I love you.
You are not the wall.
The First Step...
The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want. - Ben Stein
The first step. So simple, yet so complicated. The first step, followed by a second, only to return to the first step again. Indecision, boredom, time, responsibilities, fear, anxiety, loss of ambition, lack of confidence, doubt; all a plague condemning the cycle to repeat over and over.
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“The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what...”
– Ben Stein